Post by Leah Clearwater on Aug 14, 2008 21:43:15 GMT -5
It's too late baby, there's no turning around
Leah E Clearwater
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I've got my hands in my pocket and my head in a cloud
This is how I do when I think about you
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my name;Ashley
my gender;Female
my contact info; e-mail, pm
my time zone;eastern
my other characters; none
my gender;Female
my contact info; e-mail, pm
my time zone;eastern
my other characters; none
I never thought that you could break me apart
I keep a sinister smile and a hole in my heart[/center][/color][/font]
name; Leah Clearwater
age; 20
species; Werewolf
job/school;none
location; La Push
age; 20
species; Werewolf
job/school;none
location; La Push
Because you caught me off guard
And now I'm running and screaming[/center][/color][/font]
eye color;hazel
hair color; light brown
height;6'1"
weight;150 lbs
distinguishing features; her silky long hair
scars/tattoos; none
overall; Leah has light brown hair with natural blonde highlights that goes down to just below her shoulders. Her complexion is a natural tan and which means she doesn't have to tan. Some of her tan comes from indian genes. Her eyes are a brown-hazel color and are almond shaped. She has a small light brown freckle just above her right eye and below her eyebrow. She has has a big smile with perfect white, straight teeth. She also has small dimples.
Leah has medium width shoulders, her shoulder blades showing just below them. She is curvy but muscular from her long excursions with her werewolf clan. She weighs about 150 pounds with a lot her weight being muscle in her upper body from running on four legs as a werewolf.
As a wolf Leah is small although she is just as old as the older memebers of the clan. She has shaggy gray fur that is very light from the sun.
playby Shenae Grimes
hair color; light brown
height;6'1"
weight;150 lbs
distinguishing features; her silky long hair
scars/tattoos; none
overall; Leah has light brown hair with natural blonde highlights that goes down to just below her shoulders. Her complexion is a natural tan and which means she doesn't have to tan. Some of her tan comes from indian genes. Her eyes are a brown-hazel color and are almond shaped. She has a small light brown freckle just above her right eye and below her eyebrow. She has has a big smile with perfect white, straight teeth. She also has small dimples.
Leah has medium width shoulders, her shoulder blades showing just below them. She is curvy but muscular from her long excursions with her werewolf clan. She weighs about 150 pounds with a lot her weight being muscle in her upper body from running on four legs as a werewolf.
As a wolf Leah is small although she is just as old as the older memebers of the clan. She has shaggy gray fur that is very light from the sun.
playby Shenae Grimes
I feel like a hero and you are my heroine
Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?[/center][/color][/font]
best memory; Being with Sam before he imprinted on Emily
worst memory; Finding out that she would have to hear Sam's every thought about Emily when she was a Werewolf
likes; eating human food,hanging out on the reservation, driving fast, running fast and beating Jacob.
dislikes; Vampires,eating as a werewolf, Sam and Emily being together, and Jacob.
habits; being kind of pregnant dogy
secrets; She secretly wants friendship with Jacob.
goals; to be able to have a normal life, without having to deal with werewolf duties or vampires.
favourite smells; human food
personality; .She used to be happy, loving and fun.Then when her cousin Emily came to visit and the love of her life Sam imprinted on Emily and left her. Since this time she has been sad and bitter. Then when she turned into a werewolf, the only female werewolf, she realized that she could hear everything that sam thought including his thoughts about Emily this is one of her worst memories. To hide her intense hurt she instead thinks mean and hateful thoughts toward everyone to disguise how sad and hurt she is.
She is very pregnant dogy towards the other wolves so no one can sense how sad she really is. She can give off an aura of not caring and being pregnant dogy but really she is a caring and loving person who just hasn't recovered from being hurt. It's hard for her to make friends because she can be percieved as rude and pregnant dogy.
She is kind of outgoing and not afraid to tell people how she feels except when it comes to sam. She refuses to admit how she feels. She has no problem telling people what's wrong with them or putting their thoughts and ideas down. If a guy comes up to her to flirt or ask her out she has no problem turning them down because she is still hurting from her relationship with sam.
worst memory; Finding out that she would have to hear Sam's every thought about Emily when she was a Werewolf
likes; eating human food,hanging out on the reservation, driving fast, running fast and beating Jacob.
dislikes; Vampires,eating as a werewolf, Sam and Emily being together, and Jacob.
habits; being kind of pregnant dogy
secrets; She secretly wants friendship with Jacob.
goals; to be able to have a normal life, without having to deal with werewolf duties or vampires.
favourite smells; human food
personality; .She used to be happy, loving and fun.Then when her cousin Emily came to visit and the love of her life Sam imprinted on Emily and left her. Since this time she has been sad and bitter. Then when she turned into a werewolf, the only female werewolf, she realized that she could hear everything that sam thought including his thoughts about Emily this is one of her worst memories. To hide her intense hurt she instead thinks mean and hateful thoughts toward everyone to disguise how sad and hurt she is.
She is very pregnant dogy towards the other wolves so no one can sense how sad she really is. She can give off an aura of not caring and being pregnant dogy but really she is a caring and loving person who just hasn't recovered from being hurt. It's hard for her to make friends because she can be percieved as rude and pregnant dogy.
She is kind of outgoing and not afraid to tell people how she feels except when it comes to sam. She refuses to admit how she feels. She has no problem telling people what's wrong with them or putting their thoughts and ideas down. If a guy comes up to her to flirt or ask her out she has no problem turning them down because she is still hurting from her relationship with sam.
I've got a closet filled up to the brim
With the ghosts of my past and the skeletons[/center][/color][/font]
parents; Sue Clearwater
siblings; one brother, Seth Clearwater
birthplace; La Push Reservation
my biography; Leah Clearwater was born on November 18th, her parents being Harry and Sue Clearwater. Five years after she was born her parents had a son named Seth whom she was extremley jealous because he got all of the attention. So she spent all of her time with her friends on the reservation.
When she was older she started dating Sam Uley whom she was madly in love with. One day her cousin Emily came over to visit and Sam imprinted on her. So he had to leave Leah for Emily. She was very hurt and never truly got over the relationship and how Sam completley broke her heart. After this incident she became withdrawn and shunned her friends because she couldn't deal with hanging out with the same people she had hung out with when she and Sam were dating.
When she just turned nineteen she turned into a werewolf. This was especially strange because she is the only known female werewolf all the others in the pack are males. She changed at the same time that her younger brother Seth these events both gave her father a heart attack that killed him. This event made her feel even more guilty adding on to the hurt that she still hadn't gotten over from sam. Also she feels different and weird because she is like a genetic reject being infertile and the only female werewolf.
siblings; one brother, Seth Clearwater
birthplace; La Push Reservation
my biography; Leah Clearwater was born on November 18th, her parents being Harry and Sue Clearwater. Five years after she was born her parents had a son named Seth whom she was extremley jealous because he got all of the attention. So she spent all of her time with her friends on the reservation.
When she was older she started dating Sam Uley whom she was madly in love with. One day her cousin Emily came over to visit and Sam imprinted on her. So he had to leave Leah for Emily. She was very hurt and never truly got over the relationship and how Sam completley broke her heart. After this incident she became withdrawn and shunned her friends because she couldn't deal with hanging out with the same people she had hung out with when she and Sam were dating.
When she just turned nineteen she turned into a werewolf. This was especially strange because she is the only known female werewolf all the others in the pack are males. She changed at the same time that her younger brother Seth these events both gave her father a heart attack that killed him. This event made her feel even more guilty adding on to the hurt that she still hadn't gotten over from sam. Also she feels different and weird because she is like a genetic reject being infertile and the only female werewolf.
It's not so complicated
I was so jaded[/center][/color][/font]
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Leah woke up in the early morning. At first she thought it was going to be a good day but then remembered the events of last night. It was a good night and she and her boyfriend sam were hanging out. Her cousin Emily was coming over to visit. When Emily arrived and Sam saw her Leah knew instantly what had happened. Living on La Push and knowing about werewolf legends there was no doubt in her mind. Her stomache dropped to her feet and she was devistated. Sam the love of her life imprinted on her cousin Emily. As much as she wanted to resist she knew there was nothing she could do and she would just have to accept it. Sam and Leah then excused themselves because they had to talk.
Leah I am soo,sooo sorry I wish with all my heart that there was something I can do. You know just as well as I do there is nothing that can be done and we have to accept it no matter how hard. I love you more than you know Leah but imprinting is absolute and I can't do anything about it. It breaks my heart to have to break up with you. It breaks my heart even more knowing that I did this to you. That I have to hurt you this way and it makes me hate myself. I will never forgive myself for doing this to you Leah.
she heard everthing that he said but didn't really hear it . Her ind was spinning and she couldn't process anything. she heard words like, I love you, I'm sorry and break up. Without even being able to process everything he'd said she knew that this was the end.
Sam, I can't believe this what are you saying. I know that there is nothing you can do but I know that your breaking my heart. This isn't fair. I LOVE YOU!!! How can you do this why does this have to happen?
Leah I don't know why I just know thats what happens. I know that this hurts but I can't do anything Emily and I belong together even though it hurts you and I.
How can you say you belong together? You and I belong together. I love you and I have loved you for years. I don't care about legends or rules this is the worst thing that has happend to me. I can't believe that you would tear me open like this because you know what thats what it feels like
Leah I know that this hurts you and it hurts me too. I hate doing this to you becasue I love you but I imprinted and I've got to be with Emily. Now I have to go explain this to her and I can't bear to sit here and see the look on your face because It breaks my heart
Sam I never want to see you again. I HATE YOU!!! she shouted at his back while crying harder than she's ever cryed before.
Thats how the night ended. She walked home still crying and went upstairs. She layed on her bed curled up into a ball crying her eyes out. Just as she fell asleep her last thought was that she wished she' d never wake up. Guess that wish didn't come true.
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